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love
confused
betrayed
trust
hung over
bored
excited
tired
sick
lonely
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| today was the seniors last day.
it was upsetting.
but i knew it would happen. lol. of course it was going to happen. im so retarted.
this weekend should be good, im going to detroit.
i cant wait.
no school tommorrow
thats happy.
i seem to be getting very angry with my parents. for small things. it just builds. and its getting a lot worse. i dont know what to do about all the anger i have. im running out of ideas. im afraid of myself like that. its scary to me. i seirously think i need counseling..or maybe pills.
she just pisses me off so bad, and i have alot better things to waste my time on than her.
but she wont go away
all see does is pick at me.. piss me off...
i cant deal with it. i cant continue like this. its to hard. and im to weak. |
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| the middle school band concert was today.
it was good.
mines on thursday.
im really excited about it.
if you cant tell.
really excited.
fer cerial.
15 days until i go up north with dayna.
dunno what to do this weekend.
david wants me to go up north with him,
brittnie wants me to go party in detroit with her,
aidan and pacos halo party is also this weekend.
i dont know what im going to do.
oh well.
school is ending soon. something like 20 or so real days left.
thats good.
playing test due thursday.
must record it tommorrow.
no real plans for summer yet.. but something would be nice.
must start memorizing marching band music.
my brain doesnt work as well as others do. so i have to get a head start.
its getting hot out. i hate it.
the lake is warming up though.
so im thinking about a party.
that would be kick A.
ill figure it all out.
<33 Michelle Lynn
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